Aftereffects

 1. archive

For her, this incident didn‘t linger as a mere accident; it had other aftereffects. The very private area, her red „panty“ was published several times, while describing the airplane accident. Even later, it was shown from time to time when the issue of the media‘s sensitivity to human rights was discussed. Unfortunately, the press video containing this woman‘s image was digitally archived. Ironically, I could, therefore, fill in the missing part (her red panty) of my memory.

2. By the way, why am I so afraid of radio sounds?

unreliable speaker

Thoughts on the video materials.

About the narrator:

testifying about this case and the very image.

No choice but to follow this voice. 

how convincing the speaker is?

with inaccurate memories,

still engulfed in infantile fear,

in the partial and fragmentary structure.

And the right to tell this story.

Landing with Typhoon, September 2022.

 On September 5, I was sitting on a plane trying to land through Typhoon Hinnamno. 

I thought that if I died in an airplane accident while investigating an airplane accident, there would be no such obvious cliché. 

So please, I beg to die not now.

step back without hesitation

Is a trip that doesn't reach its destination a failure?

What is there to learn from the failed trip?

A diary of the trip 2021, on the way back.

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